I am a: Quirky sysadmin. Geek. Gamer. Comic fangirl. My little space, my home on the interwebs. I blog about personal stuffs, work, various coding projects, and anything else I feel like.

I really should post more. I keep telling myself this. I just haven’t had the spoons. Work is … difficult. I come home mentally and emotionally drained, and basically just potato and decompress until bedtime. Then sleep, get up, rinse/repeat. I get out and people as needed on the weekends. My anxiety is still all […]

… and I’m feeling a little fragile. This year so far has been a circus. And not the fun kind. Oy.

So Alexa got a personality upgrade recently. I’ve kept the “old” voice and everything has seemed pretty low key. That is, until this morning when she roasted me: Excuse me while I find a hammer … ;)

I may reblog this to my gaming blogs later, but starting here for now … I had been resisting, until last night — I agreed to try Aion 2 when it releases for NA/West. I held out as long as I could. Really. Truly! :P I’ve been looking over videos and snippets of the Korean […]

… but it feels like this one is hitting me harder than usual. Reggie has been in my thoughts non-stop. There are times I think I see him, and my heart breaks all over again when I remember that he’s gone. I’ve been thinking about Heather too. In fact, I had a dream about her; […]

I have lots of lists. One of them is “things I should do.” Keeping a dream diary is one such thing. I write down entries here and there if I remember to do so, or I tell my therapist about them, and then they’re completely gone from my mind. (hence why I should record them […]